Oxygen in tow

I made it to Thanksgiving at my daughters. My x came and got me. It is a good thing as this recovery is kicking my butt. He put my oxygen machine in the back of the car, and I had my portable.

I was well enough to walk to their house that is being built around the corner from their rent house. Everyone says I look so good. Guess three months of this lifestyle change must be showing. I did dress up for Thanksgiving. I figured if I had to wear oxygen on my face I would sport it looking nice.

It was good to socialize, but I did very little to help with dinner or clean up and had to stay out of the kitchen as oxygen, and open flame doesn’t go well together. When I was tired, I excused myself and simply snuggled on the couch. I said my goodbyes from there. I spent the night on the couch so the kids could go to do their crazy Friday shopping.

Babysitting wasn’t hard. I didn’t have to do anything but sleep and wait for the granddaughter to come down the stairs. I hate to think this on the couch; the oxygen-toting person is my new normal. I had planned on being the vibrant grandma that camped and danced. Will I ever dance again?  Not to worry. It is my job to heal. That is all I am supposed to do now.

A shade of blue and a delivery

The hospital sent me home with oxygen. There is now a machine that sounds like a pulse and a heartbeat in the center of my house.  I drag this cord around and wear this thing all of the time.

My daughter asked me why I didn’t do something sooner. She noticed when I coughed I turned blue.  I told her when I’m hacking up a lung and trying to get air the last thing I do is go to the mirror and say, gee what color am I.  I have been getting little oxygen for months.  I can only hope I have not done permanent damage to my organs.

It is hard getting around. I’m exhausted, as everyone said I would be with pneumonia.  I’m doing my breathing treatments twice a day and trying my best. I’m also on the treadmill still slowly, but I’m committed.

How do I get out and get groceries? I’m so thankful for Amazon Prime Now and Kroger delivery. I’d stick with Amazon Prime now as the delivery cost is in my membership, but they don’t have as many fresh vegetables. It is a bit of a hassle to set it up Kroger delivery, and they do charge money for delivery, but I think everyone should know about this especially those that are sick or elderly.

Back to flesh color,
Pusche