The Pulmonary Fibrosis Foundation has an Instagram page on which stories are shared. Today this picture popped up and when I saw it I said, there you go here is a woman who is living and doing and experiencing life with pulmonary fibrosis. When I went to read the story I found she is deceased.
How does this help me? I’m living in either denial or faith and I wonder, should I be doing something? Is this getting worse inside of my body. Will I too die in a few years from this? Should I be looking at medication? I know it won’t stop it but only slow it down. I have so many questions. I wish I felt supported by my doctor. I wish I knew what I am supposed to know.
What can I do to prepare my life? Should I live and work toward dying or try to focus on living?
So many questions,
Psuche